My Lovely Dear, Mom and
Dad...
This will be my last letter to you before I leave. I
live a wonderful time with you Mom, learning the meaning of the word love, forgiveness,
sincerity, and dreams. Dad, when
I think of you, you are always raising me in your arms for more than seventeen years, I am filled with a sense of gratitude.
From you I learn many things, about wisdom, simplicity, and strong. I would like to thank you for all the help I have
experienced over the seventeen years I have had. Don’t you know Dad, there is no one else has lived a happier life than me.
Everyone will be dead, so am I. Death will come to mind. A person dies once. Then, she forever can not do anymore. Only last month it looked like we might be together again after all.
Now that always can not be, I want so much for you to know all that I have come to
know. I am just afraid I haveny say sorry
before I leave. I do not know what should I do. I just can pray, I hope before
I die, I can make you both, proud of me. I realize, my live is no longer old. Unfortunately, I may write only a few simple words
for you.
So please Mom and Dad,
I
apology for all mistakes that I have ever done. I remember when I hospitalized
because of that accident, my new motorcycle given you was broken. I broke it
directly, even that was your present as my seventeen, but you never complained
about it. You always accompanied me a whole time. You whispered my name in
every your prays to Allah. You wish I could be better soon. Although you were
tired, you never made it as your problem. Mom, you are my everything. Dad, you
are my hero. If
anything happens to me, I should like you to know how much you have meant to me.
Above
all, Mom and Dad, please take care of your health, and I wish for everyone’s
prosperity. I always and forever will be living near you and will be praying
for your happiness. I will go smiling on the day when my time arrived. Forever.
Mom
and Dad, please be glad for me.
Could
I remind you about last party of Mom’s birthday? It was a marvelous thing. That
is the best party we shared together. I love you, I always have.
For someone who still stay
in my deepest heart,
There
are so many things I would like to tell and ask you, but I can not say any more
words. I am not going to ask for forgiveness again, I understand it as well. I
thank you for having the courage to say the things I never had the courage to
say, and I thank you for showing me your heart and your mind. I feel as the
same what you feel, actually. I just have myself to blame for it why I can not
say so like you do.
I
wish things could have been different. You know, I have to force myself not to
think of you more. But It does not work, just useless. Do you remember when you
let me go years ago? I have to try because I do not want to make the same
mistakes again. Now, you come to me and tell everything. I do not know what
your mean.
I
realize we have both hurt each other over the years, but I never thought things
would end like this. I have found many pictures of us looking happy, we
shared our high school time together. Did you forget? Now, I so badly realize.
You never lie to me. It is true.
I
am quite hopeless that this letter will make any difference, that this
story will have a different ending, but I would not forgive myself if I did not
at least try one last time. I am shameless when it comes to you. You are so
right, I will continue to live half of one until I finish my story with you.
Let me come to your life. You wait very long to hear from me, and I will wait
that time and longer for you. Thank you for saving my heart. I love you so.
Yours sincerely,
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